Until tour. Sooo stoked.



sincerely yours,


XXX

Current Location: home
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: make move

I'm fucking pissed. I knew this was going to happen. That's what I get. Fuck.


XXX

Current Location: home
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: verse-say goodbye

Basically I can't wait to leave. I'm over majority of the people around this town. I'm over the stupid games everyone has to play to fit in. The people that I once used to call my friends are now talking shit behind my back about stuff they know nothing about. So go throw your life away, I could care less. Just do not try to bring me down with you.
I just want December 26th to get here as soon as possible. It just seems when we leave nothing can bring us down were at the top of the world. I love not having any responsibilties and just being able to have the time of my life. Not having to worry about what whore is fucking who or who's talking shit on who. Just getting to see new places and meet new people and being with some of my best friends.
Good Day


XXX

Current Location: home
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: Across Five Aprils- Blue Eyed Suicide

Don't bother to talk to me if your gonna talk shit on my best friends. Don't try and pretend we are okay. Cause we aren't. And since your a "lurk" and your gonna read this get the hint.


XXX

How can someone reapetdly spit nothing but lies in your face? Or even better how could I be stupid enough to believe in those lies over and over and over again? I guess I'm the fucking fool now. "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice shame on me" what happends for everyother time after that? its my own fault for not listening to my insticts and letting my heart do all the thinking. All I can do now is try my hardest to forget you and any lie you ever made me believe was fact. You've made me realize how much better I am than you. And just for the record everything I ever said to you was in all honesty every single word I said I fucking meant.
XXX

Current Location: bed.
Current Mood: numb
Current Music: Perdition City- The White Out of 57

So tonight I had to do one of the hardest things I might have ever had to do. I finally decided I had to get rid of someone that meant a lot to me but at the same time was causing me so much anger/hurt/and heartache I felt it was about time for this to happen. I still can't believe it. I feel crushed but I know that in the long run this is for the best. Thank you too all my friends that were there to listen to me when I needed them. <3 it means the fucking world to me. On a sidenote there's 1 piece of shit waste of life that I am 100% stoked to boot out of my life. Who's the fucking "toolbox" now? Get your facts straight before you try to talk shit so you don't look like the dumb fuck that you are.
That is all for tonight.
xxx

Current Location: bed.
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: killswitch engage- end of heartache